Awakening

Like I wrote previously, I have seen and experienced things through my whole life. With awakening I mean the moment that got me working actively with spiritual world. That moment happened when I moved to our first apartment with my boyfriend.

Things just started to happen from the beginning. Tv turned on without no one around, oven's hatch was opened and closed with a slam, I heard knocking and some stuff just moved around on it's own. Once we had an evening meeting with our friends at our place. We were just talking and having fun until something got my attention. I got frightened. I saw a black shadow on our toilets door with three bobbles on it's head. That's when I called my uncle for the first time. (When I was a kid, my mom had told me that my uncle works as a shaman. She was really scared about that kind of stuff. We were not allowed to talk about spiritual world or the uncle at home. She was afraid of keeping contact with her brother. Me and my sister saw our uncle only few times when we were very young) I decided to call to the uncle. He answered as if we had always known each other. We talked about things until I had the courage to ask if he saw anything in our apartment. He told me that a young girl had died in here. Her name was Annamari. She asked me to help her to get to the light. My grandmother and friends who had left from this world visited us there. For some reason I was not afraid. My uncle asked me to lie down, so he could clean me and the apartment from the spirits and unclean energies. He told me that the healing lasts for about half an hour. The man that I saw in the door was so called "moth" who also left during that cleaning. That's when I saw energies for the first time with my own eyes, and I hadn't even thought about being able to see such things. I saw how the energies just went through my body and walls. It was a wonderful experience.

As my uncle made me that long distance healing, I heard for the first time about spiritual healing. I doubted that it would work. "How could anyone across the country know where I needed a healing?". But during the healing I felt something pulling my legs. Like a twitch. I felt cold and warm spots in my body, just like someone would have occasionally touched my leg. After that healing I got so relaxed that I could fall asleep. Then uncle called on the phone "Half an hour has gone, how do you feel?" I was confused since it felt like only ten minutes. I thanked him and told him that I am very relaxed and feeling very light. Then he asked if I felt a powerful twitch. I wondered how did he know that? With a laugh he told me that he was sitting right next to me during the healing. He took a sticker spirit off me, which was stuck in me pretty tight. It was some old man who had been working for his entire life as a carpenter and he smoked a lot of cigarettes. (Sometimes I even smelled the wood and cigarette at home). We ended the phone conversation and I was left on thinking about all that had happened.